I was at the age where normal people dream of how they’re going to study for their exams, how they’re going to crack a highly paid job in life. I dreamt of being pain free. I dreamt to stop the constant dullness the relationship had caused in my life. “She had gone out with her friends on a birthday party”.
I always had a doubt on her which led me to torture her whenever she went out enjoying. Our relationship started when i was seventeen. It was a rainy day when i saw her for the first time. She was in a pink top and a blue jeans when i asked her on a date for the first time. Months passed when we grew very close to each other and started behaving like we got married. I always felt insecure about her. Perhaps this changed to trust issue when she joined a different college for graduation.
I had cut my nerve the day she went for the birthday party. . . I felt betrayed. Since then, I started torturing her emotionally until i realized what I had done the whole time. She says that she had been bearing everything with a hope that one day, I will realize what I had done. And today.. I realize what kind of a beast i had been all this time. Yes this is my confession of what kind of a jerk I had been all these days and I would like to tell you all out there-“Whatever the problem is, your true love will stand by your side. Please stop torturing your love based on the bug in your mind.”