I know neither can I hear your voice nor watch you laugh anymore. I know I won’t be able to walk with your hand in hand with mine and look deep inside your eyes. But this is to let you know that I would still be living in your memories, doing whatever you wanted me to do and being me, the thing that you always wanted me to be. I still recall our conversation and that makes me go head over heels in love with you all over again. I miss you a lot. I miss us a lot. I promise you that I won’t ever let you down. I know you hate me cry, so don’t worry I won’t cry anymore.
I don’t know how I am going to survive without you. But I will survive just to live up to your expectations. Since you are not here with me I don’t know whom will I turn up to when I come across a problem. I will try to solve my own problems just as the way you did for me. I love you for whatever you do. I still remember how you pulled me out of my past and taught me how to leave behind my past, not to worry about my future and how to live in the present. You taught me how to smile unconditionally even during my bad times. I don’t care about my status or yours. All that matters to me is us being together always. If we are together, no forces can separate us no matter what. If you are with me, I will stand strong even if the whole world turns against me. You are the only person that made me feel safe. You never leave an opportunity to make me feel special, happy and loved. I know I had been too harsh with you and troubled you a lot. I am really sorry for being an idiot. I promise you that I will behave as a matured person. Your girl will make you feel proud.
Thank you for giving me all your care, attention and love. Sometimes you treat me like a baby and that’s true I am your baby. Waiting for the moment we start our lives together.Wherever you are, whatever condition you are in just keeping loving and missing me and be happy always. Whenever you want to see me just close your eyes and I will be right there sitting next to you. I love you for now and forever.