Crushing feelings.

Crushing feelings.

My heart skips a beat every time I feel him noticing me. I guess I’ll never be able to forget the first time we spoke, even though I was stammering for most part. Does that girl really mean something to him? I mean, did she really have to stand that close. Ugh. She’s prettier, but she doesn’t deserve him at all. I bet she’s only using him. Gosh! The way his eyes twinkle with laughter. I can see my entire world in them. I saw him help an old lady cross the street today. How can someone so charming be so kind? Today, the jerk I am, why couldn’t I notice water on the floor. It was so embarrassing to fall in front of the whole class. Wait, he did not laugh. Did he actually look concerned for me? OMG OMG OMG! He actually asked me if I was ‘okay’! (I died a little there. Perfect? Amazing? Heavenly? Why could I just stare open mouthed?) He smiled at me for the first time today. Does he like me too? Did that friend of his actually nudge him there? Was he teasing him with ME? I spent a whole three minutes talking to him today. So what if he only wanted to enquire about today’s assignment? Also, we matched. Blue that too. He looked great. As always. Is all this a sign? Does he like me too? Should I tell him? What will he think of me? How will he answer? Will he start hating me? I should. I will.
…….Today he left town. I couldn’t even regret.

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Ritika Gupta
Breezy, cheesy and lots of outdoorsy

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