If you ever decide to fall in love with me , be my friend first. Not the one who knows me by skin but the one who knows every piece of me when i can’t even explain myself. Be my Best Friend who knows my dark side and embraces it with every little heartbeat of theirs and the one who lives my happy moments with me, be my best friend with whom I spend the nights calling again and again just to ask if the words i wrote are good enough for someone who is not us to read to, be the best friend who loves me for my 4:00 A.M breakdowns and hates me when i annoy you at 4:00 in the evening, be the one who will know my words even when i don’t feel like talking, know me for my worst moments and love me for that.
IF YOU EVER DECIDE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME,
BE MY FRIEND FIRST,BE MY BEST FRIEND,
BE THE ONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO LOVE ME WHEN I FORGET TO LOVE MYSELF.
Laugh with me when i trip on my own steps and pick me up again when you’re done laughing, come with me to the bookstore and let’s raid down the shelf’s to look for the book i have been looking for, let’s buy each other a book of our choice and call it a date, dance with me to the crazy songs, and then sit with me in silence, when all i want to do is look at the stars all alone but with you.
Know that there will be days, when i will be completely lost in the maze of my own mind and won’t answer to your words in sensible notes, also know that there will be days when you will be completely exhausted by my energetic mood and my adrenaline to go out for an adventure, know me for my little things that will make you fall in love or will make you hate me for my guts.
So before you ever decide to fall in love with me, know me first.