It has been years since we last talked. I want to call you and ask you how you are. How life has been treating you. But I don’t know where you are or which number to call you on, because you are no longer in my life. And I am no longer a part of yours. No matter how much my heart aches over the fact that I will never be able to hold you again, touch you again or even hear your voice again, there is nothing I can do. There was a time when the ‘what if’s drove me crazy. But I have grown, I have realized that being in love doesn’t necessarily mean being together. I know that you have moved on, and so have I.
But that in no way changes the fact that we both have always known, you were my soulmate and I was yours. We believed we would have our forever but we were wrong. Time and circumstances pulled us apart. But you will always remain the person, to whom I bared my soul. You know the darkest corners of my soul. You were there when I fell apart, you held me through it all. I know your secrets and your fears, that you hadn’t ever told anyone. I regret none of it, because I know all of me is safe with you as all of you lives on within me.
You were my home. You were my soulmate. We had it all. But that didn’t mean that we were destined to end up together. We let love in our lives and let it stay for as long as it wanted to. And then it had to go. You truly took a part of my being with you, but now I find peace in the fact that a part of me will forever be yours. Even if you never meet each other ever again. Maybe in our next life we will have a happy end.
I last heard from a friend that you are engaged to marry a girl. And I am really happy for you. You found that person, with whom you can have your happily ever after. I will move on too. I will find my life partner, whom I will love and who will love me back immensely. We will be each others ‘forever’. But you will be my soulmate.